You were quite broken up when you were Head of Household.
I knew if walked back in the house, I would nominate Roddy and Chiara. However, when I went back in, everybody was so nice. I had no idea they had this total plan to kick me out. But even when I got back, Chiara was so nice, so I really felt bad about nominating her and I worried about the outcome of it.

What was your overall opinion of Chiara?
It started very early on in the house. She and Tonya came into my room one night on this attempt to get to know Amy. And she started asking me a lot of very deep, personal questions, and I'd only been in the house a week. I'm just a very private person. And I felt as if she was mocking me. Do not make fun of me! A few days later with the whole shower incident (when Amy declined after Chiara and Lisa asked her to join them bathing), as I started to walk down the hall, Chiara said, ''Don't say I didn't try to connect.'' It really made me mad. At that point on, it was like, ''I don't like you.''

Did you ever make a romantic play for Roddy?
No.

What did you think about the way Roddy addressed you after you didn't use the veto to save him?
I don't think he was too mean to me. He honestly expected me to use it. He was so good with trying to talk me into it. He would sit there, and by the end of the conversation I would be debating whether I would do it. Danielle had the whole ''He's the devil,'' but I didn't think that. I felt bad. He is a good person and he has been honest in this game. He's played it, but he's been honest, and I felt bad that I was the one who ultimately kicked him out.

Why do you think Danielle called Roddy the devil?
I think that Danielle was ultimately the devil in the house, and she had to take the attention off herself. She had to have someone pass as the villian, someone to point the finger at. Basically she made it look like he was playing the game the way she was playing the game.

But you were sold on her.
I was very sold on her. She can read people very well and she would find areas that were your soft part, pull these Oprah moments. She was very smart. She's done a good job. But some of the things she said about me in diary room, that floored me.

You were nominated six times. Why?
I was an easy nominee and I didn't hold grudges.

Who was the biggest disappointment for you?
Danielle, because I expected more from her. I thought she was a better person.

I can sympathize about your getting sick on the boat during that day trip with Jason.
I've been on boats. I've never had a problem. I hadn't eaten anything that day. I wanted to go on that trip so bad. Yes, Jason held my hair (when she vomited), and he gave me a napkin. Oh my god! So many people said he's too good to be true but he is that person. He is magnificient.

What would you like to do with this experience. Is Hollywood in your future?
I don't really know. I'm really big on whatever happens, happens. I'm going to sit back, take my time and just see. One thing I definitely want to do, no matter what, is be a pageant judge.


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