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How conscious were you of your diary room chats becoming public? Did you ever think the evicted houseguests would see those?
I knew they would see them. I just didn’t think I would be judged by them. I thought I’d be judged by how I played the game. They would go, ''Dang, that girl was good and dang she sure did fool me.''

Would you do anything differently?
I’d do everything the same. If a person played like me, though, I’d recommend they fake those diary rooms.

Why didn’t you give a speech at the end saying, ''Yes, I was harsh in the diary room but it was a game. I still love you folks.'' Why did you say, instead, that you’d do nothing different?
You know, I thought about that, but you gotta understand Roddy was in the room and he influenced a lot of people. I’m a woman with a lot of pride. I said to myself, ''I’m not going to say this because they may not believe me.'' If I want to apologize and ask for forgiveness, I’ll do it afterwards. I wasn’t going to grovel.

Why did you call Roddy the devil?
My dad is a minister and the devil is known for tempting people, whispering things, having people believe things. The story behind Lucifer is that he took one third of the angels from heaven down with him, against God. I believe Roddy was responsible for one-third of the houseguests leaving because of his alliances.

But he claims he never lied.
He lied. I caught Roddy in lies two or three times. He sat there and told Marcellas when Josh was up that he voted against Josh. I know he didn’t. He also lied to Jason when Jason asked him if he had any other deals. Roddy said he had only one other, but he had others with Gerry and Josh as well.

Did you resent at the beginning that no one came to you for an alliance, which is why you formed your own with Jason?
When I went into the diary room early on, I was asked about any alliances I had, and I knew I was in big trouble. No one came to me and I knew I was a dead duck. It was a matter of time. So what I did was look for someone I could trust more than anything. By talking to Jason and learning about his beliefs, I fully believed I could trust Jason.

<>bYou looked angry in that final competition with Lisa in the pool. Were you?
I knew that I had to hold on. A lot of times I did look angry and spoke out loud, but I was trying to throw Lisa off. I was playing mind games. I was talking a lot of smack. I’ll admit, I hoped she would give it up.

What will you do now? Do you see yourself doing more TV work?
I don’t have a job. I have two mouths to feed and I have to find a job. I couldn’t tell my boss about the show because I was concerned about my chances of getting into the house. So when I got in I sent my boss [a letter] and then my boss sent me a polite termination letter.